Verloren-Vestand

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Another chapter to this endless story has been written by the experiences of one self in life. No other words compel more an empty vessel than to be crush by redundant memories of despair, but it is not just the emptiness is that bittersweet after taste that revolves around your lips upon kissing the lust and savoring taste of them. One would have never stop to think that after the day of its decease it would still feel the same; "as a creature hunts for blood yet the living hunts for hearts", the never ending cycle or life, the bitter remains of once lover

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- No dreams are allowed in the bed of yourself for you are just a man with a dream of regret down on the path to a pleasuring pain, for your just a man who will always regret. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I wish i could give you stars... but since i couldn't reach them I shot one down and here you go its all patch up !!! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

------------------------------------------------------------------------- It took one little amount of strength to imprint your self in my every breath it quickly spread through out my veins and saw to find inside my self the little strength that left was there. for you're the one that placed this pain I'll never learn to understand why you of all had cursed this self if nothing more will still remain. -------------------------------------------------------------------------

------------------------------------------------------------------------- Waiting for your kiss, my gently human. That cold kiss under the bridge, that gentle kiss that drives me ill under a cloud of eternal sins ♥ -------------------------------------------------------------------------

------------------------------------------------------------------------- Old scars will never heal until you learn to forgive yourself. What would happen if you are unable to forgive your self, in the way most population do. Find away to cope with the pain... Let it dissolve and withdraw the little strength you've got left. Let it bring you to that one place where all your memories collide together and will never banish by themselves. -------------------------------------------------------------------------

Chapter I:          Venus To be lost in words as the nights grew dense, these were the words that kept him wide awake, not just words but a riddle instead. These where the words i kept asking my self, Would i learn to brake the spell cast upon oneself? No I said there in that instant instead I will not be away, I will not be again the one cast far away. It didn't take long till the young boy realized that once he was there he could never be saved instead he chose to be where he would never be one ever again. The young boy slowly walked away and kept repeating these words; - I will not look a

------------------------------------------------------------------------- Her seasonal self switch sides like the rain, and pierces the skin pretending to be, the one that feels ill or the one that can't feel the pain that it brings your scent when I breath. I wish I could tend to the wounds that where made, but wish it remains when the time seems to end. Maybe one day when the sky turns to red, I'll be there when it rains as the seasons will change, to remember the scent of the times we once shared. ------------------------------------------------------------------------

------------------------------------------------------------------------ Until I die i'll see the smile, reflected by the blinding lights. The gentle scent of you at night, the memory you left behind. And if you die i'll keep in mind, the tune that played the lullaby.   The soft and lasting paradise, the words you kept as I went by.   The little treasures in my mind, i'll cherish more as time goes by.   The tender touch that brings to my, eternal tune of paradise. ------------------------------------------------------------------------